Seems like everyone’s life is getting better but mines is getting worse. smh

Once again having that empty feeling

Need to get away from all this home, school, and people in general. I just feel like screaming until this feeling goes away #trappedmoment

fall 2012

Fall 2012 might be hell because I am going to be a part time student. No matter how many classes I take  I can’t make the twelve credits thanks to my stupid major. I wonder how that financial aid is going to go being a part time. I haven’t been so stressed with registration like this semester since my college has a new system which everyone even the staff is trying to get use to. My schedule has morning, afternoon, and night classes. Two bios, sec class and keyboarding, I hope I don’t slack, I want to finish already.

People’s true colors.

There comes a time when a person true colors comes out over a stupid comment. They automatically think  that they know you so well  and that they know how u feel and every aspect of your life. This is  why I don’t like getting close to people because they might end up hurting you emotionally with harsh words because they are mad. I don’t know how much longer I could take people’s fakesness.  Little by little I trust people less and less. Makes me question myself what are these people doing in my life and what they want from me . And until what extent they would go to end up fucking me over. I am the sweetest person you may ever meet until you do something or say something to me that would change my whole perspective about you. I don’t hold grudges but I will never forget  a persons harsh words, it would stay in the back of my mind.